the day you understand every contradiction,  every misunderstood conversation – your life changes.

you can’t go back. it’s when you start avoiding the cruel reality of it all, the silences that speak volumes. the fragile concept of perspective. how you perceive and are perceived by others.

the laughter that echoes throughout memories, the image you form, the impact you make.

is like an ongoing fire that you can’t put out, its the fire you learn to live with.

and the day it burns out, mhm?

maybe then will we go through the regret everyone speaks of…