I spent a lot of my time trying to understand those around me. Understand their intentions. I feel like the more we try to understand the more difficult it gets.

I have come to the conclusion that I think I do it in order to protect myself. We work hard for a reputation and at the end of the day, each move we makes shapes it.

As much as I want to be open and share certain contemplations with the world, I can’t. Because although it can come from the goodness of my heart, it can be used against me in the wrong hands.

And truthfully, I don’t blame the person. I blame what they going through. I find myself longing for something I have yet to get.

I know the bible says to always be on our guard. Is there a thing of being on your guard too much? I wonder…

Until then, I’m going to keep doing me. I feel so privileged to be typing this right now. To be able to do the simple thing of blogging, and doing some skin care on the side.

What a world we live in. Although I’ll never understand it, I’m glad God gave me a chance to explore the wonders of it.

Stay safe out there, everyone.